I don’t know what it is, but it seems that every time a sign up sheet passes my way, my heart starts beating really fast and I break into a cold sweat! The strange thing is, I can’t seem to figure out why? I do of course sign up, but I always have a really difficult time making the commitment. I have no problem signing up for bringing food, that is easy, but when it comes to time commitment, I become a huge commitment phobe! What if I can’t make it? What if I hate it? what if I picked the wrong time and now I miss something else? So many what ifs!!!!!! More then not, however, when I do show up, I have a great time, my daughter or son is happy as ever and I am glad I did it. So why oh why can’t I break that feeling? Can anyone relate? Just thought I’d share in case other mom’s feel the same way.
January 17, 2018